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I was hit. I wish I was a hit but no, I was hit. For me at death-point or hit-point if you
prefer who hit, how and why are irrelevant.
I was no misfit by any stretch of the imagination. I had some skies yet
to fly, some miles to clock and some more perfect landings to make. Some say I was hit and other claim I was
mis-hit. Either way, I went. I took off in ways I never had before. I flew into the afterlife even though I was
broken, my wings clipped in ways no flying creature has ever been dismembered,
and my engines scattered over a field I had never dreamed of and never imagined
I would visit and certainly not in the way I eventually did.
This is MH17 speaking, folks. MH17 in the afterlife of a rude subversion of
flight path and wrecking of all the to-do plans associated with
destination. And here, free-floating in
the after-flight sans control towers, auto-pilots, visas, baggage claims and
the usual complement of irritable, egotistical, self-righteous and insufferable
passengers, much higher than engine and fuel could ever have taken me, I see
things I’ve never seen before.
I see a crash site and that’s
disturbing. It’s no fun even in the
intact and integrity of afterlife to see people gathered around supposedly to
mourn but accompanied by some intent on turning carcass into political
capital. I’ve found that I can hear
better right where I am, up where I (now) belong and all that kind of
thing.
I hear people screaming. It would have been okay if the screams were
coming from those who lost their near and dear, my co-dead who are now in their
respective afterlives. That’s legit,
after all. But no, the screams are
emanating from the rear ends (it seems to me) of those really don’t give a damn
about death and destruction (never mind the afterlife which they, at some
point, must inhabit).
As far as I can see (and trust me,
I can see far, so far, further than any of these ‘omniscients’ with their
pretentious punditry!) I have been turned into a pawn (how puny!) and so too
all those who flew with me and re-flew in after death painlessness. We are pawns of people trying to prove a
pointless point; pointless to me, my fellow-dead and those who cared about all
of us. It’s all about who did what and why.
It’s getting crowded up here you
know, with all the theories that have been floated since someone broke my heart
and the hearts of others. I always knew
that reason, logic, pursuit of truth and such were never the strong point of
those spoiling for a fight. After all I
know all about non-existent weapons of mass destruction and flimsy excuses to
declare war on people who have done you no wrong but could be sitting on a lot
of wealth. ‘Shift their whatnots – get
at the booty’ is an ancient story, we all know that.
What gets my afterlife gut,
however, is the sheer inability of these folks to understand the term ‘sense of
proportion’. Here they talk in somber
tone about who did what and when to create what conditions for which set of
idiots to shoot me down for this, that and the other reason. There should be independent investigations,
some say, and I wonder if they know what the word ‘independence’ means because
from up here I can see clearly that there’s no one who is not a stakeholder in
the politics of preferred outcomes. They
are talking of sanction. That too I can
hear.
But while all this noise is being
made and while some nutcase residenced by some monumental mistake in a place
called Geneva passes judgment in helluva-how-do-you-do mode, I can see bombs
flying from a place some people were hoodwinked into believing was promised to
them and right into hundreds of families so body parts fly in all direction as
people who used to be people are made to swell the numbers of my newly found
community, the after-dead.
And they are talking about a black
box. About made-up tapes. Assassination attempts. Blame games. Sanctions. Oh, the self-righteousness bugs the hell out
of my afterlife senses. Aren’t these the
very dudes whose been making a killing, pardon the pun, in selling weapons of
all kinds, including those capable of mass destruction?
Hey! What was that? Whatever it was, it almost scorched off the
end of my afterlife tail! Did I float
too far South and too low? Can’t an
airplane body have a peaceful and stress-free after life? Whatever happened to rest-in-peace? Damn it, it’s getting hot up here. Must be the fires in Gaza.
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