I
didn’t know him. The name was familiar
when he first wrote to me, commenting on something I had written. That’s because he was a journalist. You might know him from Fanfare for the
Common Man, The Unimportance of being blind, Shakespeare
was a Scriptwriter, Contemplations on a Cardinal Sin, Making Love in Many
Languages and Geneva Ticks! I’ve known him now for almost two years and
that’s long enough to know that ‘journalist’ doesn’t come close to describing
the man.
Here’s
the ‘bio’ I wrote back then for those who place value on such things:
‘He’s
had a wide expanse of experience in mass communications and marketing. He has been rated ‘the best’ by Sri Lanka’s
Dean of Broadcasters, the late Livy Wijemanne. He has done his hours in
advertising, ground up. He’s a ground-up person in all things, I might add. A
voracious reader and a veritable super-sucker of what the internet offers and
at rates that one would usually not associate with someone of his age. Errol has seen the world. He’s been to
Singapore, Bangkok, Hong Kong, Tokyo, Yokohama, Osaka, Hamamatsu, Kofu, Honolulu,
Los Angeles, San Francisco, Washington D.C., Philadelphia, New York, London,
Paris, Rome, Brussels, Antwerp, Ghent, Amsterdam, Frankfurt, Dusseldorf,
Idar-Oberstein, Beirut, Kuwait and Tehran.’
I
also wrote in that article, that ‘Errol had come home, like all prophets, to
find the truth (of his heaven and hell)’.
He was a rationalist. Didn’t believe in god. He described himself as a Buddhist and had
pinned the Kalama Sutra on the door of his room at the Home for the Elderly
where he lived.
Errol
taught me a lot. He corrected every mistake
I made, consciously and unconsciously.
He taught me a new word every day.
He would pick something I had written and comment at length. He also sent me links to websites that
inevitably widened the horizons of my knowledge on that particular topic. He had a phenomenal memory and could quote
relevant passages from relevant texts to substantiate claim or drive home a
point.
He
was a word man who knew the limitations of text. He left a lot unsaid.
I’ve
visited him a couple of times and was astounded by his Spartan ways. He had little and the little he had was
literally next to nothing. He had a
computer and had access to the internet.
He had installed all the software he needed and knew how to make maximum
use of what he had.
He
told me once that he indulged in an Aristotelian hope; that someday the best
flutes will finally go to the best flute players, and that he’ll end up,
consequently, with a swank shop laptop.
He did not. He passed on early one
morning, exactly a year ago. A few weeks
before he did, he texted me, saying he was on his way out. He wanted me to take his computer. He had by this time already sent me brand new
shirts he had received as gifts but never wore.
I never wore them either. He
passed them to me, I passed them on, as I did his computer a few days after he
died and I helped clean out his room. I think Errol never realized that we don’t always know the dimensions of the flutes we deserve or need. He lived a life. He made do with the material that he was endowed with. There is nothing to say that he did not make the best flute music he could. I certainly think he did ok, all things considered. He didn’t have a swank laptop, but he did wonders with the old, occasionally upgraded desktop that was his prized possession.
Errol wrote to me on the eve of his 70the birthday, i.e. on the 13th of February, 2011.
‘In the last hours of my seventieth birthday, I send you the first of the great writings I promised. James Agee wrote like an angel, and here he is firmly fixed in the firmament. I had this essay in a collector's edition called Great Reading from LIFE, shy of half a century back. It's to die for.’ This was followed by the relevant web link.
In the first ‘Morning Inspection’ following a break of several weeks, on May 2, 2011, I quoted Walter Scott’s poem ‘Patriotism’. Errol educated me. He said it was the first part of Canto Sixth of ‘The Lay of the Last Minstrel’. He was like that; always a teacher but one who never admonished. He would not say I was wrong when I made a grammatical error. He would forward me a link that sent me to a webpage containing relevant information about the particular principle.
He ended that email, quite uncharacteristically, with a command, though: ‘To help humankind, I charge you now to press your thoughts constantly before power, as to say, against all evil, and this you should do by many means.’ I will remember this.
A
year passed very fast. If it was up to
me, the first person I would have liked to hire after taking on the job of
Chief Editor, ‘The Nation’, would have been Errol. He would have been such a strength. I pass the home for the elderly where he
spent his last years, almost every day.
So I think of him every day, almost.
People come and go, we all know that.
Some stay, this too we know. Some
go, but remain, and that’s rare. Errol
was rare. Very.
He ended all
conversations with ‘Go well’. He changed
this to ‘Go well, Merchant’ after some time, the reference being Francis Bacon's The New Atlantis, written
in England in 1623 and the
"Merchants of Light" -- individuals whose job it is to traverse the
world for intellectual treasures and to bring them back to share, and to create
repositories of knowledge and learning.I would respond, ‘stay well’.
I
ended the article referred to at the beginning this way: ‘Go well, Errol; carry your immortality light
on your shoulders.’ I could say the
same now, but I would add, ‘I hope you got that damn laptop-flute you wanted so
much!’
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