Names are important.
‘Dumbara’ literally means ‘Heavy with smoke’ or rather ‘mist’. This is true.
The landscapes are mist-laden.
Secretive. The stories however
are not place-specific, at least the ones I heard on a wet, slow Sunday. And yet, they are not told perhaps out of
choice or because not all epic lives are lived by people who write or are given
to recounting.
At the back of a modest house, neat and replete with
simple comforts, a mason was at work. Late
fifties, probably. The owner of the
house introduced him, with shining eyes that spoke of affection, pride and, as
I later understood, immense gratitude.
‘This is our baas-unnehe. He is my also my older brother. His name is Sumanaratne. He spent four years in prison in place of me.’
What does ‘In place of me’ mean? Well, that is not a question which would be
asked by those who lived through the worst period of terror this nation has
known post-independence. That was not
just a time of random abductions, routine torture and summary execution, but a
general unleashing of terror that included among other things ‘proxy
arrests’. Pro-government vigilante
groups would routinely arrest family members of those they came to
capture. They were also tortured and
sometimes killed. They came for
Dayaratne, my friend, and took his brother. Sumanaratne was lucky, one might
say, for he’s still alive and smiling too.
Yes, Sumanaratne smiled. He continued with his work, mixing cement,
sand and water. He was building a
kitchen. The family was preparing for an
almsgiving in the name of their mother, who had passed away three months
previously.
Dayaratne, was the youngest in a family of 11. According to custom, he inherited the maha-gedara or the family house. The truth is that before he inherited the
house it was razed to the ground by pro-government vigilante groups.
Dayaratne was a year senior to us at the University
of Peradeniya. He opted to do a General
Degree and as such was ‘stuck’ with his junior batch, ours, at Dumbara. Everyone remembers him as ‘Podi Daya’ because
he had to be distinguished from others referred to as ‘Daya’. Daya was small made but had a big heart. He had none of the ‘senior airs’ of his
batchmates and quickly became friends with us.
This is why one day the freshers who largely made up the Dumbara Campus
cricket team asked Karu to join them at practices. Karu had never played hard ball cricket. In fact he had never held a cricket
ball. He was talented but didn’t know
that. He ended up opening batting and
bowling both.
Daya had an impish smile. He was fun to be around. But the weight of a batch that for reasons
that are boring became estranged with our batch thrust this young man in no
man’s land, so to speak. Everything
collapsed not soon after and that was when Daya went missing.
What brought three former Peradeniya students, all
one year junior to Daya, on that Sunday afternoon in early December 2015 to the
dreamscape called Oruthota was the fact that regardless of differences
including major political and ideological clashes, he was dear to all of
us. I hadn’t seen him in almost 20
years. I had often wondered where he
was and had made inquiries every now and again.
I didn’t know that Daya was a teacher and that some of my batchmates who
too were teachers met him quite frequently.
Daya, unfortunately for me, didn’t come up in any of our many
conversations over the years. But a few
weeks ago, I got his number and called.
It was a short call which ended with me promising to visit the next time
I came anywhere near Kandy. That’s what
happened that Sunday. We went.
The beautiful surroundings with all their apparent
and hidden mysteries intrigued me. The
house, small but comfortable, was a reflection of the residents of whom I knew
only Daya. It was so like him to
introduce his brother as baas-unnehe. It was so like him to trivialize his trials
over the years. It was so like him to
offer food and drink and regale with countless anecdotes from that time that
everyone seems to have forgotten, those tragedies which do not make into
rights-violation narratives.
‘Look at that window,’ Dayaratne pointing to what
appeared to be an out-of-place piece in a relatively new house. ‘That was all that was left after they
brought down this house,’ he continued.
Naturally, he didn’t want to say too much about all
that. Not the whole story any way. However, the bits and pieces he did let out in
the midst of talk about family, work and the state of the country sketched out
a tough life but one that was well lived.
Some of it was known. For
example, that Dayaratne joined the JVP sometime in the late eighties. It was known that he worked hard and sacrificed
a lot. Forced to hide, when he reappeared
Dayaratne had to sit his exams with his junior batch. Why he joined the JVP, no one really
knew. Neither did he explain.
He put it this way.
“Remember Samare?
He was from a wealthy family.
Gems. Even at that time he was
someone who could have come to campus in a car.
He had no reason to join the JVP.
And yet he did. All I know is
that only a handful of those who joined would have understood even the basics
of historical materialism.’
This is true.
People ‘rebel’ for a multiplicity of reasons. Daya didn’t tell us what his reasons
were. He did not come from a wealthy
family in a conventional sense, but they lived well. He hadn’t held a cricket ball before he came
to campus and likewise knew very little about the JVP.
“One day my mother told me that the Police had come
looking for me. This was before I
entered university. I wasn’t home. I had gone to the river with my friends. She told me about the police visit when I
came back and I duly reported to the Police Station to find out what it was all
about. They asked me ‘panthi paha karala thiyenavada?’ (‘Have
you followed the five classes?’ The
reference was to the well-known educational camps conducted by the JVP before
inducting a recruit formally into the party).
I didn’t know what they were talking about. I actually thought they were asking about
tuition classes. So I said ‘mahaththayo, mama tuition karanne naha’
(‘I don’t give tuition’)!
Thirty years after I first met him at Dumbara
Campus, Polgolla, he had greyed but not much.
Recognizable. He spoke fondly of
his wife, daughter and son. He also
spoke about a girl he had loved. At
times he was quite animated. At times
his voice dropped and his inimitable softness surfaced. He had no regrets. He was as much alive as he had been on the
cricket ground at Polgolla.
“Why do you think I do what I do the way I do
it?” he asked, and answered, “Nelli.”
Now Nelli
is a Sinhala and Tamil name for what botanists in the West call ‘Indian
Gooseberry’. It is considered by some to be the No 1 Health Food in the
world. This would open eyes: it is the
richest source of natural Vitamin C! But
that was not what Daya was thinking of.
The nelli has six different
flavors: sour, sweet, salty, bitter, astringent and pungent. This was what he meant. That was his deshapremaya. That was how
he survived and flourished, triumphing over all the bludgeoning he had received
physically and otherwise.
“Mama
nelavenneth naha, naaganneth naha,” Daya said but didn’t
have to. He was never one to be coaxed
into doing what was against his conscience and he had always maintained his
dignity.
He counts victory in strange ways but which to a
teacher would be ‘normal’.
“One of my students got into the Arts Faculty. He didn’t have parents. Well, he did, but that’s a different
story. He wanted to enter Law Faculty,
but due to some error he was selected to the Arts Faculty, Peradeniya. I took him to campus. Showed him around. But I told him to write an appeal to the University
Grants Commission. He didn’t know what
‘UGC’ was. I explained. He did write. And he did get in. He still calls me. It makes me happy.”
The window was closed. There were raindrops on the windowpane. It was around 4 pm. We had been talking for several hours. It was time for lunch. There was a slight drizzle when we left
Daya’s house. He came with us to the
main road.
“This is a beautiful country,” he said softly.
“And that’s because there are people who will not
throw away old windows and who leave rafts behind once they cross turbulent
rivers,” I told myself as we drove into rain and mist.
Note: Names have been deliberately changed to
preserve preferred anonymity
1 comments:
This is beautiful and need to add my experience. When we pass Oruthota we see this scenery now. My memories flew back.My grand parents lived in Teldeniya. It is a beautiful village. Huluganga was flowing middle of the village. At that time Huluganga was just like a stream when it passing oruthota.That stream was surrounded with lots of trees mainly kubuk .Once we walked along the river bank from Teldeniya to Oruthota .There were names to each places in huluganga. We started Palleganga and passed Thangula, Warakatota, Thalawa ,Nagahella and (passed few places can't remember now ) and reached Orutota and had a swim.
Then Victoria dam was built and all gone , keeping only beautiful experiences we had .
yes, we should remember our old windows and raft after crossing the river but If we want to end 'Samsara' we should not keep the raft on the shoulder after crossing the river.
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