‘Let’s
leave something beautiful for others,’ suggested my friend Tharindu
Amunugama. What that would be, we didn’t discuss. He was explaining to
me a photograph he had sent me; a view from a high point in the
Buddhangala Monastic Complex, located deep in the jungles around seven
kilometres from Ampara.
Dawn.
He had stayed overnight at the
aranyaya,
having been drawn there by photographs others had posted. He had been
intrigued by photos of Buddhist monks sweeping the premises in the
morning. He wanted to capture it all at dawn, which is his preferred
light-time, and from angles he believed would best do justice to what he
calls ‘the oasis of silence.’ And he did. He didn't anticipate that he
would be treated to a discourse on luminosity. He was.
The light, he says, was purely serendipitous.
Tharindu
told me that the things that fire our imagination such as the stories
we have heard, for example what Mayaranjan had recorded in
Digamadulle Arshcharyaya (The magic of Digamadulla) way back in 1957 and that what we have seen get imprinted in our minds.
'So
in a way we are hunters looking for those elusive moments. They are
timeless in the sense that they have been there for ages and seen by
others as well. And yet they are fleeting.’
He reckoned that what he saw that morning would be an everyday sight for the resident hamuduruwo
and that it probably lent towards a calming of the mind. Such as it
must have for those who came before, dating back to the pre Christian
era when the monastery was first built according to the archeological
record.
That’s all in the literal domain, but Tharindu knew that
it was true metaphorically as well. The light has to be captured at the
right time, from the right angle and vantage also comes into play. And
then it’s gone. All things are transient. The sun was always there.
There have been innumerable mornings but even when they were in fact
breathtakingly beautiful, each set of eyes that gazed upon that far-off
horizon in the direction of what’s today called Sammanthurai may have
drawn different meanings.
Those eyes are gone now. As will go
the eyes that have helped capture, temporarily, the serendipity.
Tomorrow, other hunters of light may also obtain insights that help
unscramble eternal verities less tangible.
I haven’t been to Buddhangala, Ampara. I plan to go there one day.
Right
now, seated in a coffee shop in Philadelphia, I can still relate to
what Tharindu said. Sometimes the dawn is as the word describes. Light
is light, so to speak. Buddhangala is in Ampara. And yet I find that a
few words uttered by a kindred spirit have unlocked a fissure in the
time continuum, rendered distance meaningless, unscrambled a photograph,
diffused captured light and re-integrated metaphorical strands.
Enlightenment comes in layers of unequal width, sometimes so intertwined
that it resists unraveling, but sometimes making us stop and think of
dawn, light, meditation, capture, share and immutability in ways we
hadn’t thought possible.
There are hunters among us. Some travel
far and don’t care about things such as accommodation; they just want
to be there when light arrives. Light does arrive or, put another way,
light there always is. Dawn makes it feel more real because we know that
it emerges from night and therefore lends to the notion of there being
an ‘elusive moment,’ that which wasn’t there before and will be gone
almost immediately. That light can be captured. That light, thus
captured, can fire someone’s imagination enough to prompt a hunt for
similar light, similarly elusive moments.
Then there’s light
that’s always there, yes, before our very eyes, in the darkest moments,
in the heart’s unbearable solitude, in the helplessness of
circumstances, the landscapes rubbled by relentless bludgeoning, the
euphoria of victory, the abyss of defeat, the first tear conceived by
love, a smile that had never materialised before, the almost chance
hello that led to a conversation so long that you wonder if it is just a
continuation from a different lifetime or of someone else’s thoughts
and so, in these and other ways, we create or recognise our own
‘Buddhangala at Dawn.’
What is the beauty we can leave behind, I
ask myself. We can hunt and capture elusive moments. We can trap light.
We can be pursued by moments which we may never notice because they come
camouflaged in everyday clutter and the tyranny of routine. We can be
surrounded by light and yet swear by darkness.
The Buddha, in the Pabhassara Sutta or the discourse on luminosity offers some light:
‘Luminous,
monks, is the mind. And it is defiled by incoming defilements. The
uninstructed run-of-the-mill person doesn't discern that as it actually
is present, which is why I tell you that — for the uninstructed
run-of-the-mill person — there is no development of the mind. Luminous,
monks, is the mind. And it is freed from incoming defilements. The
well-instructed disciple of the noble ones discerns that as it actually
is present, which is why I tell you that — for the well-instructed
disciple of the noble ones — there is development of the mind.’
(Anguttara Nikaya)
I don't know what beautiful
thing(s) I will leave behind. I don’t know if I can either. But some
light fell at a particular time, at a particular angle and was captured
in a particular frame from a particular vantage by a particular hunter
inspired by something beautiful that some other person or persons had
scribbled on his mind. I am a recipient.
We all are. And can be.
['The
Morning Inspection' is the title of a column I wrote for the Daily News
from 2009 to 2011, one article a day, Monday through Saturday. This is the 272nd article in the new series that began in December 2022. Links to previous articles are given below]
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Other articles in this series:
The unbearable lightness of pause
Magic carpet to Dutuwewa
Gauze, blood-stained and torn
Seasons bookeneded by leaves on park benches
Writers' blocs and dead lines
Stop Press!
The world shall not be emptied of poetry
Reclaiming the everyday with solidarities of tender fury
An Aussie broke a SLan heart in Ind for Afg
Writing magical pieces about something beautiful when time permits
The scattered archives of art and protest
Friendship that keep friends permanently at 16
Amherst: silent, rural, poetic and serendipitous
The virtues of unemployability
A breathless hush at the close
Ahmed Issa, fearless and audacious in Gaza
Let us take a deep breath now...
How Grolier Poetry writes 'Harvard Square'
Let us write beautiful poetry
Following children and their smiles
Let's plant words in cracks and craters
Re-weaving lives and love
When the earth closes upon us...
Let us now march to the battleground of words
The most pernicious human shield
Who bombed Frankfurter Buchmesse
The truly besieged
Love's austere and lonely offices
The mysteriously enjoined in the middle of nowhere
Serendipity now!
Reflections on the unimaginable
Jackson Anthony is a book and will be read
A village called Narberth Bookshop
Gateway drugs to A-B-C
'Irvin' and other one-word poems
Earth pieces Kerala and Sri Lanka
Obligation as bomb and ocean
In the land of insomnial poets
In and out of shadows
Over to Eve
When you don't need an invitation, it's home
When the Canadian House of Commons applauded a Nazi...
Touching the touch-me-nots
The importance of not skipping steps
No free passes to the Land of Integrity
Hector Kobbekaduwa is not a building, statue, street or stamp
Rajagala and the Parable of the Panner
Let's show love to Starbucks employees!
You've got mail?
Octavio Paz and Arthur C Clarke in the stratosphere
Enduring solidarities
Coco 'Quotes' Gauff!
9/11 and the calm metal instrument of Salvador Allende's voice
What a memory-keeper foregoes
Whitman, Neruda and things that wait in all things
Thilina Kaluthotage's eyes keep watch
Those made of love will fly
Profit: the peragamankaru of major wars
Helplessness and innocence
The parameters of entirety
In loving memory of Carrie Lee (1956-2020)
Mobsters on and off the screen
Transfixing and freeing dawns
We're here because we're here because we're here
Life signatures
Sha'Carri Richardson versus and with Sha'Carri Richardson
A canvas for a mind-brush
Sybil Wettasinghe's shoes
Love is...
A stroll with Pragg and Arjun along a boulevard in Baku
Meditation on tree-art
Daya Sahabandu ran out of partners but must have smiled to the end
Gentle intrusions
Sleeping well
The unleashing of inspiration
Write, for Pete's sake
Autumn Leaves Safeness
Sapan and voices that erase borders
Problem elephants and problem humans
Songs from the vaekanda
The 'inhuman' elephant in a human zoo
Ivan Art: Ivanthi Fernando's efforts to align meaning
Arwa Turra, heart-stitcher
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True national anthems
Do you have a friend in Pennsylvania (or anywhere?)
A gateway to illumination in West Virginia
Through strange fissures into magical orchards
There's sea glass love few will see
Re-residencing Lakdasa Wikkramasinha
Poisoning poets and shredding books of verse
The responsible will not be broken
Home worlds
Ownership and tenuriality of the Wissahickon
Did you notice the 'tiny, tiny wayside flowers'?
Gifts, gifting and their rubbishing
History is new(s)
Journalism inadvertently learned
Reflections on the young poetic heart
Wordaholic, trynasty and other portmanteaus
The 'Loku Aiya' of all 'Paththara Mallis'
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Character theft and the perennial question 'who am I?'
Innocence
A degree in people
Faces dripping with time
Saji Coomaraswamy and rewards that matter
Revolutionary unburdening
Seeing, unseeing and seeing again
Alex Carey and the (small) matter of legacy
The Edelweiss of Mirissa
The insomnial dreams of Kapila Kumara Kalinga
The clothes we wear and the clothes that wear us (down)
Every mountain, every rock, is sacred
Manufacturing passivity and obedience
Precept and practice
Sanjeew Lonliyes: rawness unplugged, unlimited
In praise of courage, determination and insanity
The relative values of life and death
Feet that walk
Sarinda's eyes
Poetry and poets will not be buried
Sunny Dayananda
Reunion Peradeniya (1980-1990)
What makes Oxygen breathable?
Sorrowing and delighting the world
The greatest fallacy
Encounters with Liyanage Amarakeerthi
Beyond praise and blame
Letters that cut and heal the heart
Vanished and vanishing trails
Blue-blueness
A forgotten dawn song from Embilipitiya
The soft rain of neighbourliness
The Gold Medals of being
Jaya Sri Ratna Sri
All those we've loved before
Reflections on waves and markings
A chorus of National Anthems
Saying what and how
'Say when'
Respond to insults in line with the Akkosa Sutra
The loves of our lives
The right time, the right person
The silent equivalent of a thousand words
Crazy cousins are besties for life
Unities, free and endearing
Free verse and the return key
"Sorry, Earth!"
The lost lyrics of Premakeerthi de Alwis
The revolution is the song
Consolation prizes in competitions no one ever wins
The day I won a Pulitzer
Ko?
Ella Deloria's silences
Blackness, whiteness and black-whiteness
Inscriptions: stubborn and erasable
Thursday!
Deveni: a priceless one-word koan
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Let's meet at 'The Commons'
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'Wetness' is not the preserve of the Dry Zone
On sweeping close to one's feet
Kumkum Fernando installs Sri Lanka in Coachella, California
To be an island like the Roberts...
Debts that can never be repaid in full
An island which no flood can overwhelm
Who really wrote 'Mother'?
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Heart dances that cannot be choreographed
Remembering to forget and forgetting to remember
On loving, always
Authors are assassinated, readers are immortal
When you turn 80...
It is good to be conscious of nudities
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There's a one in a million and a one in ten
Gunadasa Kapuge is calling
Kumkum Fernando installs Sri Lanka in Coachella, California
Hemantha Gunawardena's signature
Pathways missed
Architectures of the demolished
The exotic lunacy of parting gifts
Who the heck do you think I am?
Those fascinating 'Chitra Katha'
The Mangala Sabhava
So how are things in Sri Lanka?
The most beautiful father
Palmam qui meruit ferat
The sweetest three-letter poem
Buddhangala Kamatahan
An Irish and Sri Lankan Hello
Teams, team-thinking, team-spirit and leadership
The songs we could sing in lifeboats when we are shipwrecked
Pure-Rathna, a class act
Jekhan Aruliah set a ball rolling in Jaffna
Awaiting arrivals unlike any other
Teachers and students sometimes reverse roles
Matters of honor and dignity
Yet another Mother's Day
A cockroach named 'Don't'
Colombo, Colombo, Colombo and so forth
The slowest road to Kumarigama, Ampara
Sweeping the clutter away
Some play music, others listen
Completing unfinished texts
Mind and hearts, loquacious and taciturn
I am at Jaga Food, where are you?
On separating the missing from the disappeared
Moments without tenses
And intangible republics will save the day (as they always have)
The world is made of waves
'Sentinelity'
The circuitous logic of Tony Muller
Rohana Kalyanaratne, an unforgettable 'Loku Aiya'
Mowgli, the Greatest Archaeologist
Figures and disfigurement, rocks and roses
Sujith Rathnayake and incarcerations imposed and embraced
Some stories are written on the covers themselves
A poetic enclave in the Republic of Literature
Landcapes of gone-time and going-time
The best insurance against the loud and repeated lie
So what if the best flutes will not go to the best flautists?
There's dust and words awaiting us at crossroads and crosswords
The books of disquiet
A song of terraced paddy fields
Of ants, bridges and possibilities
From A through Aardvark to Zyzzyva
World's End
Words, their potency, appropriation and abuse
Street corner stories
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The book of layering
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The gift and yoke of bastardy
The 'English Smile'
No 27, Dickman's Road, Colombo 5
Visual cartographers and cartography
Ithaca from a long ago and right now
Lessons written in invisible ink
The amazing quality of 'equal-kindness'
A tea-maker story seldom told
On academic activism
The interchangeability of light and darkness
Back to TRADITIONAL rice
Sisterhood: moments, just moments
Chess is my life and perhaps your too
Reflections on ownership and belonging
The integrity of Nadeesha Rajapaksha
Signatures in the seasons of love
To Maceo Martinet as he flies over rainbows
Sirith, like pirith, persist
Fragrances that will not be bottled
Colours and textures of living heritage
Countries of the past, present and future
A degree in creative excuses
Books launched and not-yet-launched
The sunrise as viewed from sacred mountains
The ways of the lotus
Isaiah 58: 12-16 and the true meaning of grace
The age of Frederick Algernon Trotteville
Live and tell the tale as you will
Between struggle and cooperation
Of love and other intangibles
Neruda, Sekara and literary dimensions
The universe of smallness
Paul Christopher's heart of many chambers
Calmness gracefully cascades in the Dumbara Hills
Serendipitous amber rules the world
Continents of the heart